guess what? I went to the circus today!!& it was amazing!! (pictures & videos tomorrow)
I had almost forgot about how they are, I remember that the last time I went was when I was like 9 years old
but today it brought really good memories :)
I went with my mum, sister-in-law (Gissell) and my niece..
everything was really good, even if we get there 25 minutes late, but it was worth it, at first I though we weren't gonna go because
it was already late and I was waiting for my mum to get home from theater classes, which I skip because I was extremely exhausted.
Yesterday we went to meditate at 5 pm and we returned at 12 am so of course I was tired.
Gosh this reminds me that I have theater classes tomorrow after school so I wont be home early, but I have no classes on Thursday because of Thanksgiving (*A*;)
anyways I'm in the middle of a movie call "XXY" which is about a hermaphrodite
so I will continue this update tomorrow and I will post the circus pictures and videos too.
A demain! ヾ（・ω・。）

Yeah my public name is Lorena, but you guys knows that my real name it's Peter Parker ;]

Soooo the book author meeting was great actually
I though she was going to be boring but nope she was very funny and entertained haha

I began reading her book called: City of Bones and I'm in page 13 *fails* but yeah it's pretty good
I want to keep reading it before judging. So no comments for right now just that the beginning it's good and there is action.
Cassandra said that she might make it into a movie, some directors have asked her but she don't knows yet. Hopefully yes, because I would like to see the characters in real life, even if some movies based from books suck.

Anyways~!~! I brought fabric ♪♫♪ haha actually my mum brought it for me because I don't have money right now hehe -_-''
with the fabric I'm going to make another skirt, this time it's for my mum which the color it's blue.
then I have the orange fabric for the pants and hopefully the shirt of Shugo (.hack// cosplay) and cow fabric ♡ (*´∀｀*)ノ
with that one I'm going to make a hat and umm we'll see I haven't thought about what else but yeaaaah cow fabric woohoo!


 



God God God I need help~!!
any book character costumes ideas??? anyone???
The thing is that I need to wear a character costume from any book, it can be children books, teen and adult
but I can't decide o(≧∀≦)o
I have in mind:
→Cat in the Hat
→Waldo
→Harry potter (haha)
→Vlad Tepes (but I think it will be disrespectful for him)
→Peter Pan
→Alice (Alice in wonderland)

but I don't know :( help me choose

Yessss yesss I have Piano Lesson!!!! ( * A * )
finally I could get someone to teach me how to play the piano
and for free! XD
well actually all thanks to one of my mum's friends
man, I love her friends they are so fun, and nice ♡
so tomorrow after school I will go to another school to take my beloved piano classes
I'm so happy (￣▽￣)ノ  srly!
hehe in the picture above I'm in my little bedroom
next to my lovely bed~ (・ω・)

So today was a pretty good day, I really enjoyed
every class period end so fast
and on Law we were watching this movie starring Tom Cruise  ヽ(´∀`ヽ)
hehe I love how he plays his role on this one and one every single movie he does
especially on Interview with the vampire ♥

Anyways I have been collecting all types of photos I find that really inspires me
and cloths too
I want to learn more and more on my sewing classes
which I need to finish the skirt for my mum I'm supposed to make
I have had no time
yesterday I went to two meetings with her
the last one was fun
'we' [mmh actually they] talking about how they used to celebrate Christmas
which is almost right at the corner
Halloween and Christmas are two of my favorite holidays ヾ(´・∀・)ﾉ
gosh! I still don't know what I'm going to be on halloween
I'm still undecided between a vampire or a doll
I don't know, please help!

As I was watching American Next Top Model [yes I'm lame I know XD]
I found another inspire source
like how they model to take the photoshoots
god I love that. :]

Oh yeah back to the inspiration thingy, I found really good websites
where they tell you what kind of fabric
they used and also they give you photos from the back and sides
just what I needed (＾ε＾)～☆

Oh btw my mu's friend gave me a really cool idea about my paintings
she said I should go to some cafe restaurant where they give expositions
and sell their art
just to have an idea of how i should do it, because I really need the moneys ($д$)/
so yep I will do it.

Alsoo I want to start cooking again so bad!
but I have not time yet to do it D;

Sex Hair ヾ(´・∀・)ﾉ
and yes that's my school gym shirt

Tomorrow it's Dentist Time~!
huhu ~ (・∀・)ﾉノ☆ I really love going to the dentist,
I love the sensation of the thingy they use to clean the teeth's [haha that sounded totally perv)
the appointment it's after school but I don't have actually classes tomorrow
I'm suppose to go to visit a college/university but I ain't going nowhere
my mum can't take me to any, plus I didn't call any so I have no place to go, except to the dentist office.
Anyways [gosh I use this word a lot] I'm finally recovering from my cold,
but I still have a hoarse voice (/￣□￣)  but just a little
one more day and I'll be completely recover (Y)
Today was cold outside, so cold that I needed to wear my sweater and scarf at school :/
well it seems like winter is coming to Chicago early again
I hate winter ヽ(´θ`ヽ) but I like Autumn tho, It's my favorite season of the year.
It's very nice outside, and I like how the leaves became orange and yellow,
awww I want to takes as many photos as I can this year.
But here in Chicago it seems like it skips Autumn a goes straight from Summer to Winter..
Yesterday I clean up my bedroom, & did some changes,
I trow a lot of stuff from last school year,and crap that I don't need but I keep,
I notice that it is hard for me to trow stuff away I don't know why but I keep things even if I don't need them
either I hide them or I change it to another place (ﾉ･ω･)ﾉ
but not this time, well not really I still hide somethings
like old drawings that i don't even like, also I found some of them that I do like but I never scan them to DA
hehe that's funny, I will do it soon.
School was alright today, we did a mini ACT test preparation
all the stuff was easy, all but the math thingy, I don't really understand anything
I think I'm like in third grade on math, seriously
I don't know how I'm on AP stats if I don't understand a thing
One of my mum's friend said that maybe it's because I got traumatized when I was younger
with one of my math teachers like her, but who knows, not even me.
Also today a book author went to school as a visitor, he toll us about his book, which I think was interesting
I need to find it and but it. The author's name is Rick Yancey and the book's name is "The Monstrumologist"

And because I can here is a meme: LJ cut doesn't work :(

( Another meme ) Do you think Obama has tried drugs? 
haha I don't think so
Do you play pranks on April Fools Day?
No really</div>

Do I look dorky? XD

I just sign up for sewing classes, they will start really soon.
I'm really exited about it, finally I will learn how to make clothes hohoho
Also I know the whole routine of Thriller :D
Thanks to this amazing guy  ♡ (*´∀｀*)ノ
I think he is the only one that really teaches how to dance it properly.
My new dance will be S-C @A@ that one its harder
maybe I will change it to another one more easier.

I love my life right now 8D
yesterday I went to my mum's yoga class
it was good, I think I might go again next Monday.
gaww I'm learning new stuff which is good, I really like that. ♡

I changed my mind about Myspace
I will keep it cuz of some great memories I have there
but I will be online just when I get bored.

And from now on,
I will keep my mouth shut
drama drama drama ♪♫
people lie...and then get mad.

I love 80's music.

Aww I just love love Disney movies (づ￣ ³￣)づ they are so magical
ever since I was a little kiddo [ well Im still one ;3 ]
I enjoyed watching those movies where there were animals & fairies
hehe like my favorite is "Lady and the Tramp 2" huhu~ ♥(´ω`*)
specially because of their son, XD
he was so funny.

Well well today I watched two movies:
1)"What the bleep do we know"
2) "Pan's Labyrinth"
They were very interesting and different, specially the first one
it really make me think alot, I had already watch it along time ago
but this time I was paying more attention
and it was the kind of messege I was looking for
but its confusing too, some part I didn't understand
but it was an amazing movie.
& the second one it was about umm like a fairytale and some war stuff
yeah it was pretty intense, lots of blood
first one I see that its blood combined with fairies XD
but it was absolutely worth watching (Y)

Anyways today I was going to some
Japanese carnival but I changed my mind
it was too hot outside and I was really tired
these days, well now its these weeks
I been staying late on youtube watching videos
that I really not sleepy at all
but I do wake up soooo late hehe


Oh oh I received the letter from school
yeshhh finally~!
I had been waiting for that crap dayss
the orientation its the 26? I think
and I return Sep 8th :D
to be honest I really really miss school ♥(´ω`*)
& I miss my friends too <3
;O and i haven't seen Viv in a month
goshh shame of me~!
not even a call :I
I feel guilty now..

SO I think thats it for this short entry huhuhu
I going to watch some moar movies :D
bye bye

Im tired so this is just a small update about what I did today...
So I went to Fiesta Del Sol
it was ummh pretty good but damn! I hate the sun
I get so tanned, tbh thats one of the things that I really hate (/￣□￣)/
but anyways.......
I had fun, I ate my "flautas", they weren't as godd as I though they will be.
tomorrow I have to wake up early again
its like a torture for me D;
after waking up at 11am for at least 5 week
its very hard. ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/

and now with the mememania xD

( mememememe )

Im sooo ˈha-pē, ˈha-pē  v(｡･ω･｡)v
I havent feel this great since... I dont know
I think things are getting better
yesterday I went outside after a week,
yeah sounds weird but I didnt wanted to go outside for some reason

As for today
I've been watching ALOT of videos of MJ <33333
oh god! I trully miss him sooooo muchh
but someday, I know, I will meet him wherever he is now
and we will dance huhu~
there were videos like this one
which is a song he wrote for her friend Elizabeth Taylor
awww isn't this song pure love??
I just cant get enough ♥
haha and yes it sounds a lit bit like a disney song ♥(´ω`*)



Tomorrooww its Fiesta del sol (*´∀｀*)
& I'll be there hohoho
its like a carnival?? something like that
which its in the community where I live
there's music, people, games, & food ヾ(´・∀・)ﾉ 
I hope there will be MJ's music hehe
hopefully, I really want to dance some of his music
even if I suck at dancing
but ehh~ who cares?
I will be there giving out some
info to ppl about the heart and stuff like that.

Aww seriously MJ its loveeeee
his music its making me happy
with lots of energy ヽ(´∀`ヽ)
I wish I could have seen him on live :'D

I also have been thinking alot about future things in my life
hopefully I will achieve them soon
;)

I should be dead by now.

I hate my vacations.

I hate people.

I'm feeling so dead, yes dead, without life
I dont feel anything
I been doing nothing, just waste my life.. mmmmh

[ignore the way I feel]

updates:

●Im done with my painting, and I want to sell it ._.
●My mum & I did a mini hat
●I installed photoshop again, and its not working AGAIN
●'m having these dreams with "somebody" again
● I haven't ate healthy, thats why in the picture above I look fat D;
●My mum doesnt spend time with me anymore
●been watching MJ's videos :D
●I need a job
●I didnt dyed my hair
●Im going to buy hair extentions
●been sewing but I need money $$
●this journal will be mostly "Friends only"
●I want to change this journal's layout
●I'm lame
●the end.

I wish I had those ears >.<
I seriously want them
hoho

I have been a camwhore these days (￣▽￣)ノ
aww & it feels wonderful ~<3
finally got some time to change my DA's ID yay!
the one I used to have was sooo old!
anyways
this weekend we went to visit my brother,
their new house its pretty pretty
and it has a garden ♥

Also these day I have had this weird dreams
the first one
I was there with Michael Jackson (*W*;)
talking about me reaching my goals?
yes yes we were talking about how
I should keep dreaming and do what I really want
when i woke up I was in shock O_O
I had never had a dream like that
but at the same time I felt so peaceful
and then I felt like crying
aggr why did he had to leave?? ( ; O;)
but he is right!
I should do it!


The next dream I had, took place in Japan
yeah for some strange reason I was there buying lolita clothes
I was in some old house
I remember that any of the shoes were my size
then I return to chicago and went to my mum's work
and her friends
and then umm I forgot
well I dont
I do remember but I dont want to tell
its kinda sad tho (/￣□￣)

Well thats all for today :I
I promise I will try not to deny any more opportunities for me.

And an Ice cream too, actually Im ate it already (￣▽￣)ノ
it was sooo delicious: cookies n crem with chocolate chip yum yum my favorite ♥
of course from baskin robbins ♥♥
awww I feel happy, reason unknow :)
maybe because i finally got a haircut after like 1 1/2 months (*W*;) that was Dx for me
I can't stand without doing my hair
I have short bangs kind of like ryuuji xD
the good thing about it is that I can be a camwhore again~!
and do some cool hairstyles I just found from some tutorials from my beloved website "YOUTUBE"
god I love that page ヽ(´∀`ヽ)

aaaaaaaand andddd next Sunday Im going to be a model again huhuhu~
but this time its only going to be color
Im going to get it like dirty blonde?
something like that, I don't know how to explain it but its a pretty color ♥(´ω`*)
aww thank you Rosa <3
thats my hair dresser's name :]

In other news...
today I started watching Kimi wa petto
and Jun looks so adorable as a pet v(｡･ω･｡)v
hehe
tomorrow its Saturday
I feel like making sushi ☺
but I dont have the ingredients ._.
we really need to go buy some groceries..!


[ignore my creepy face]



( Oh Shorty Meme ♪♪♫ )

Ma chose française préférée,
je pense est la nourriture ! :D
oui oui la nourriture~!!!,
j'aime la nourriture!,
son puits simplement délicieux
également la langue son intéressant.

This is the Jay Pritzker Pavilion, isn't wonderful?
[I didn't took this picture btw]


AWWW yesterday was so awesum!!
I actually had alot of fun~ (*´∀｀*)
I went to the millenium park with my mum, to see what or
who was playing there
and we founded that it was the "Grant Park Music Festival" :D
first there was some girls from some university
which name I dont remember [bad memory]
dancing, then some group from the circus,
oh god that was simply awesum, they performed so good
they used some wheel from germany?? I think, dont know
goshhh I really have a bad memory ( ﾟ▽ﾟ)/
well as I was saying after the circus guys, there was a clown
which was extremely funny hahaha
his name was "Cosmos Ray"
he was hilarious! hahaha

And then like at 7:30pm we enjoy "The Pirates of Penzance & The Mikado"
awww the performers were soo good, their voice was marvelous
specially some guy which was singing so fast xD
Here is the video that I found
just pay attention to the guy in white :] at the minute 0:53
there he starts to sing

And after this, my mum took me to DANCE!!!!
woohoo!
it was on the "Chicago summer dance" haha obviously
I love dancing even if Im learning, I love dancing all kinds of music seriously
haha and salsa its the best hahaha
aww now i feel inspired to dance ヾ(´・∀・)ﾉ
one of my inspirations are my mum which is a awesum dancer,
MJ yeah Michael Jackson
which everybody knows that he was a god at dancing hehe ヽ(´∀`ヽ) 」
awww I want to learn to dance some of his songs like, Thriller,
Beat it, Bad, etc
and some other well know dances like the one of the Backstreet boys :D
the song "everybody"
haha and some others that Im been watching lately on youtube

well the bad news are that my brother, sister-in-law and niece
are going to move out today (´⌒｀q)
they are going to some place else to live,
Im going to miss them
without them the house its going to be boring (●ﾟдﾟ●)

Well thats all,

BTW I cant stop listening to MJ's songs xD

( Pikus <3 )

Okay so i finally got time to update this crap, yay for that! (￣ω￣;)
seriously my mum is using the laptop too much that she even take it to everywhere (T□T)/
well well this entry is not about her hohoho so here is what I did during the past weekend and this week too

yeah as I was saying.. I went to some water park in Indiana the weekend,
I went with my mum, mum's boyfriend, my uncle and my niece :]
it was ok tbh, I didnt liked it at all, the pools where so small (for 5 yr old)
that it was practically boring, I one of those ppl
who like those gigantic pool where you can actually swim.
But this ones maked me remember when I was like that age
I remember that my grandmum took us to alot of beaches xD beaches [hmm sorry]
and water parks, aww it was so fun there,
I always went with her and my brother, well and sometimes with my cousin
Good times good times.
But yeah I didnt haved the fun I wanted but I enjoyed it because of the food ヽ(´∀`ヽ)
we ate subway hahaha I know i know its not so healthy but naw
I just know it was delicious ♥

Then later on this week, I didnt do anything interesting ha!
well only wed I spend the night at Viv's place
it was nice seeing her again
haha we were so gay that day xD
and yesterday, I went to the movies, my brother actually invited me (ノ゜O゜)ノ
since he works there, it was free hohoho
its nice to have family working in fun places :D
I saw Transformers but I wanted to see Public Enemies but when I get there
it was in the middle so I saw Transformers instead.
I though that it was going to be boring (I dont like robots that much)
but nope, it was awesum! hehe i enjoyed it,
oh oh and there is going to be a interesting movie call "2012"
hehe yeah the end of the world haha

Then later my mum took me to her friend's house
where she is going to give here massages v(｡･ω･｡)v
aww I miss them so much
they are really relaxing, and the music is soo peaceful,
damn! I really need one right now.. ヽ(´∀`ヽ)
Oh and she is going to start a good business with her too
its interesting, & I would like to do it too but I need to be 18 yrs old (つω;`)
so Im just going to help her out till Im 18 hohoho
Oh my mum's friend name is Lulu and she is nice :)
hahah one thing that I thought it was funny was that she toll me that her son was available
and that she want me to go out with him bahaha
I dont know it just make me laugh xD

And today its friday again!
I think fridays are now my fave day of the week (￣▽￣)ノ
I still dont know what Im going to do today,
maybe go out, to the movies, go with my mum to whatever she is going,
watch TV, see a movie online, or sleep haha
Well right now Im going to eat something
since i havent ate nothing
so yep bye bye ~

Oh btw I brought a new straightener, and its beautiful ♥
& its white ♥♥
hehe

This is what I do when Im really really bored D;
yeah ignore that, I was just inspired by ryuuji and his lovely music ♥(´ω`*)
awww he is extremely cute <3

sooo I still haven't decided which pokemon I'm going to do...
Its really hard to choose only one and right now I dont have enough money to buy clothes ヾ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ
I need a job~!
so someone please hired me :3

A couple of hours ago it was 4th of July, yeah Independence day
but seriously who cares??
not me [haha that sounded so racist but Im not]
I wasn't even born in here, so anyways I didnt celebrated
I just spended the day watching movies~♥
My mum and I, went to rent some to blockbuster,
We choosed "Yes Man" again hehe just for my mum,
then "Borat" haha, then "The onion movie" it just about some american TV it was funny but the end was pretty stupid
and theeeeeeeeen "Sleepy Hollow" ouu yesh my dear Johnny Depp (*W*;)
haha I think I having this obsession, I just want to see movies from him awww <333
I mean he is just sooooo f☆cking sexy!!! specially on Tim Burton's movies
hehe I just simply love it!
And now at 12am Im going to watch even more moviessss yessssh!
of course of my dear Johnny (●´∀｀●)~

Here it is a picture of his sexyness ♥ on the Sleepy hollow movie
they are so small because he is just for me hahaha ;3

 

I might change my current desktop to some Johnny Depp :D
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ god Im trully in love ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Oh btw my mullet its getting longer!!!!!!! ヾ(´・∀・)ﾉ

Ouuu yessss huhuhu Im so happy because on visual_fuckers there is a pokemon theme contest~!!! ♥(´ω`*)
Its from June 30th to July 30th... so there is sooo much time to do it :D

This is what we have to do:

Pick a Pokemon (not necessarily the first 150) and mix it into your style.

Remember your entry DOESN'T have to be Visual Kei style, it can be any japanese fashion.

.(\ ___ /).
(｡◕‿‿◕｡) 
.(σ     σ )ノ

Pokemon was one of my favorite series when I was little (づ￣ ³￣)づ
awww good times good times <3

Well yeah this theme is soo amusing :D
but the thing is that I dont know which pokemon I want to do (ノ゜O゜)ノ They are so many!

This are my options:
☆ pikachu [of course!]
☆ Charmander
☆Sentret
☆Marill
☆Teddiursa
☆Skitty
☆absol
☆wynaut
☆growlithe

I need help choosing (´▽`)ノ

[excuse my dirty mirror]

Jeeeez Im hating my home right now, I wish I could move away~!
seriously...
Things are going worse with my brother, he doesnt want to help in the house, he doesnt even take good care of my niece, he is so annoying!
and my mum is always fighting with him
I'm really tired of hearing all the things they said to each other ヾ(ﾟДﾟ)ﾉ

So here I am doing nothing in my boring life, waiting for a lovaah
yes yes I need love ♥
so someone fall in love with me or I will eat you >:D

I want to take a photoshoot.... if I feel better tomorrow I'll do one, and if I'm not... I'll do it anyway, because I'm really bored (￣▽￣)ノ

Today I woke up at 6 AM even if I needed to wake up at 7
so I was there lying on my bed like a zombie.
These days are so depressing for me, the truth is that I dont find a point of being a live.
Everything around me seem so sad, I have lost my friends the only thing that really makes me happy
is now gone..
well as I was saying, I woke up at 6, I took a quick shower
I went to school (⌒3⌒)/ then returned to home and get ready for the aerobics
today we actually did aerobics, yay! finally
Then at 7:30pm my mum's friends taked me where my mum was (a commerce chambre)
which was absolutely borrrrrrrrinngg!!!
Then I just got home again and taked a shower.

And now here I am doing nothing, wasting my time writing things that doesnt even make sence,
(´; ∀;)ﾉ well I should go to bed now
Im really tired so byebye~